fighter

gotta rest my hands

drawing kanaya’s decapitated skull wore me out

peace

junglerythm replied to your post: junglerythm replied to your post: my parents…

well at least it’s for health then. have you been looking at alternatives to surgery? or ways to at least help until you can get it? exercises, braces, ointments, that kind of stuff?

I got some gloves that I have to constantly wear as a light brace

and some asian white leaf ointment thing that really isn’t white

it’s green and smells like my grandma

going to the hand doctor is really out of my range even if it is the best choice

just gotta wait it out for now and hope my hands stop giving me shocks and tingly feelings

they are weird tingly feelings that are most likely not good

I think

junglerythm replied to your post: my parents banned me from drawing

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat

It’s cause they caught me drawing kanaya’s head

and I can’t go the doctor for the surgery because of lack of money

so I’m being restricted for health reasons

it’s all good

but boring

what do?

my other bro and cousin are earthbenders

though my cousin is prolly the lankiest earthbender ever

he’s also driving an imaginary car while my bro is thinking about his diet

also everyone’s tall

except me

it’s not fair

Look at this height difference

He’s 6’ 1” and I’m 4’ 11”

whatever

firebenders gonna firebend

fathercassie replied to your post: fffffffffuck

Dude I feel your pain, I have chronic ones myself. Try using an ice pack to make the veins contract. Anything hot will make it worse.

Will do!

Thanks for the advice.

5th nosebleed of the day

this

needs to stop

creasean replied to your post: shit that firebenders could do

wouldnt it hurt i mean they are used to it i guess but cooked food isnt exactly safe in the hand

It wouldn’t exactly hurt 

kind of like when Iroh was heating up his tea

though bringing something like soup to its boiling point is quite dangerous to hold

possibly be better to put it on a counter or wear protective clothing

but the novelty of firebending or at least heat manipulation of food is a very convenient skill if it was up to me

for I am

lazy

cook food in their hands

like

hold a bowl of water and ramen

and

presto 

food

I finally got to go to the doctor for my hand

and diagnosis was

possible surgery if it’s a bone or a clump of nerves

after next appointment for an x-ray 

but they said

possible surgery 

fml

fauxfelix replied to your post: I’M GONNA DRAW

practise with your non-dominant hand!! :3

gosh I wish I could

but I

accidentally

popped out the knuckles of that one 

around the same time as my other hand

from heavy lifting

I DON’T CARE IF I’M IN PAIN

ART IS SUFFERING

I WILL CRY TEARS OF BLOOD

AND FLOOD RIVERS OF PASSION WITH THEM 

AND

I’m just gonna draw something

god I feel useless

CONGRATULATIONS MEL!!!!!

FIRST KAMEN RIDER COMPLETED!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dddddorohedorooo

or something

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hand still hurts like guhhhhhh

1. your real name: Arianne

2. your detective name (favorite color and favorite animal): Blue Dog

3. your soap opera name (middle name and street you live on): Azucenas Trace

4. your star wars name (first three letters of last name, first two of middle name, first two of first, last three of last): Awaazaryan 

5. superhero name (color of your shirt, first item to your immediate left): Black TV

6. goth name (black and one of your pets): Black Jackie

and then

henge!

yeah

look 

marsse-kun cosplay

I have enough bandages to wrap my face

like Marsse-kun

and my cousin has his dollar pillow

aaaaaaaaaaa

gonna try and dress up like a fly mummy

full of half naked fairy women

ah

gay

robo gay

but then again

I already knew

Love you baby!

sigh

I wanna draw so bad

I feel scared

noooooooooooooooooo

my childhooood

I can’t stop looking at the robots without them being giant shota lovers

especially with Yuuta being their boss

this is wrong

on so many levels

so I popped out more bones in my right hand

and also my left one

from lifting my textbooks

and I can’t go to the doctor due to money problems

but I can still type by stabbing my thumb on the keys

yeah

but i’m screwed over

I’m down with that

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